tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27945837167112905992024-02-07T10:54:47.363+08:00My PCOS BattleI made this blog as an outlet of my thoughts, my points of view, interests, beliefs, emotions and decisions. Here I can be who I really am without anyone criticizing and judging me. I am a PCOS warrior, longing for a child of our own.Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-33879655311301333662010-11-22T04:42:00.001+08:002010-11-22T04:45:16.198+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEireDn7_dqbesbjy4yjFezs52mZ67EhHjQ43-GZpm1K2n30mEtHkrsqjnpIMfYJBn53idl8sH4I8LouzZVGi5x3Gjl5TRdu0XKUfKLPuxmysC9lFLKpZccS2Lvrn4cpW-ZYz_nOVxkzRZaS/s1600/anniv.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="252" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEireDn7_dqbesbjy4yjFezs52mZ67EhHjQ43-GZpm1K2n30mEtHkrsqjnpIMfYJBn53idl8sH4I8LouzZVGi5x3Gjl5TRdu0XKUfKLPuxmysC9lFLKpZccS2Lvrn4cpW-ZYz_nOVxkzRZaS/s320/anniv.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><blockquote><i>I love thee to the depth, the breadth and height my soul can reach..</i><br />
<i>I love thee for the pulse of valor you encapsulate within me..</i><br />
<i>I love thee immeasurably and infinitely beyond words can unfold..</i><br />
<i>I love thee for loving me like a perfect fairy tale story the world can ever be told.</i>.</blockquote><br />
We celebrated our 2nd year anniversary in a simple but blissful way. Like any other couple we were so excited to celebrate our anniversary that it made me wake up at 4AM in the morning with only 3 hours of sleep. The supposed plan was to go to subic for 2-3 days enjoying <b><a href="http://www.oceanadventure.com.ph/" style="color: red;">Oceans Adenture Subic</a><span style="color: red;"> </span></b>and <a href="http://www.zoobic.com.ph/">zoobic </a>but unfortunately due to his schedule for the inter hospital basketball league and insufficient time/budget we opt to just celebrate it with what we can afford. At 7 in the morning we are already at<span style="color: red;"> </span><a href="http://www.saintpiocenter.com/"><b style="color: red;">St. Pio</b> </a>Church Libis to start our day with a mass but was told that it would start at 10 am. Both of us had time to pray soulfully and more time to see the full beauty of the church. There were many testimonials of miracles on the wall and it give me a new sense of hope that one day what we are praying will be granted and I too can post my testimonial in that wall. See, it's been 2 years now that we are married but still isn't bless with a child of our own. As much as we could we always try to think optimistically. But of course often times we would ask ourselves why and when?! Nonetheless, we know in our hearts that with patience and faith it will be granted. The mass ended at 11 am and we were there for almost 4 hours but it is all worth it. After which, we went to Eastwood City to eat our lunch and to enjoy the beauty of the place. Funny but both of us are beginning to be sleepy while we were roaming around the malls. There were few people at Eastwood most of them are busy watching the pay preview of Pacquiao and Margarito fight inside the resto's and cinemas. Then we decided to go to Trinoma Mall to hang around and look for a nice nike slipper that he wanted. By the way we had insufficient time and money to push through our plans to subic so I decided to buy him an installment ipad4 which I know will make him ecstatic. My husband loves music and video games; I pity his cellphone for he seems to play the music anywhere and whatever he maybe doing that it seems to deteriorate everyday. The joy in his eyes and lips can't be hidden when I gave it to him or should I say told him that I am going to buy that for him at that very moment. Though I said that we have insufficient budget the i pad 4 I bought was for 12 months installment so it has given me some time to save money. ;) He was supposed to buy me a watch but the one I wanted was already been brought so I told him I'd just wait for the new arrivals maybe next month so inclined with the Christmas bonus. ;) Our celebration wasn't extravagant or out of the ordinary but celebrating love doesn't need to be expensive and glamorous all it needs is a strong foundation of trust, respect and understanding. Looking forward to many years of celebration till our life is through and even through forever. <br />
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<blockquote><i>My Quintessence, My Life, My Love!</i><br />
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<i>With you I have found the quintessence of love and life,</i><br />
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<i>In your arms I found my comfort and peace.</i><br />
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<i>You alone is my reason to live,</i><br />
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<i>All the love the world could ever know,</i><br />
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<i>If I could have a wish that never fades,</i><br />
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<i>to the sound of your breath on my neck,</i><br />
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<i>and the warmth of your embrace.</i><br />
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<i>The cobweb of love we have,</i><br />
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<i>Strengthen by the test and challenges.</i><br />
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<i>Could never be annihilate,</i><br />
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<i>For it is clothe with our faith in God's grace.</i><br />
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<i>Thank you for teaching me the quintessence of love and life,</i><br />
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<i>I have found in you the truth in every lies.</i><br />
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<i>I LOVE YOU more as the day goes by.</i><br />
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<i>For you are the air that keeps me alive.</i><br />
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Currently on a night shift, 4 days delayed but not hoping or should I say trying not to think of it at all, will be saving money for our first IUI next year and no medications taken. :( geeezzzz!Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-30175731668592232362010-10-18T18:35:00.000+08:002010-10-18T18:35:36.420+08:00I am a Failure!!!I am a failure! I failed again for the nth time. I had my period this morning my husband and I cried! I hate myself seing him go through this pain. Seems like I am out of words for the pain succumbs me like in down deep in the earth. DAMN!!!Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-46563183917733979062010-10-10T10:33:00.003+08:002010-10-12T20:58:40.786+08:00OHSS?!!!<div style="color: yellow;">It's been a week since my last pregnyl injection felt like I am bloated and on/off pain in my pelvic are occurring. Tried searching for symptoms of <a href="http://www.ivf.com/ohss.html">OHSS</a> on the web and got scared of it. I have pain on almost over all my mid section of stomach up to my pelvic bone. When I cough it also twinges or pain comes with it even if my simple laugh does too. I am scared and tomorrow I will go to my RE. It is so uncomfortable doing your job while having this. I really pray that this wouldn't be OHSS. I try to obliterate the notion that I am pregnant 'cause it has been just a week, I don't want to get frustrated and hurt again. But I can't also deny the fact that it really does come to mind to hope and be optimistic. A roller coaster ride this may all seems.</div>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-48985309652270831872010-10-05T16:07:00.000+08:002010-10-05T16:07:32.339+08:00Anguish<div class="uiHeader uiHeaderBottomBorder mbm"><div class="clearfix uiHeaderTop"><div class="uiHeaderActions rfloat"><a class="uiButton uiButtonDefault uiButtonMedium" href="http://www.facebook.com/editnote.php?draft&note_id=431910600875"><span class="uiButtonText">Edit</span></a></div><div><h2 class="uiHeaderTitle">Anguish</h2></div></div><div class="clearfix"><div class="mbs uiHeaderSubTitle lfloat fsm fwn fcg"><br />
</div></div></div><strong><em>I miss you both so badly and dreadfully. If I could turn back time I would because up to now I can't move on and accept that you are gone. Grandpa,, I miss the sound of your voice, sleeping beside you for 16 years, sharing our interest and beliefs. I miss hearing our unique mores code, our cats and dogs but most of all I miss your LOVE badly. No one has ever love me the way both of you did. Most of the time I would try to steer clear of or obliterate you in my mind because every time that I remember you I can't bear the pain I felt inside. Grandma, thank you for the patience, love and understanding. For always being there for grandpa and I even if we were a burden for you.</em></strong><br />
<strong><em>This is the first time again that I have seen your pictures for 10 years and it brings back the happiness and pain. I am so fortunate that I grew up with you, you have sacrifice a lot for me and have shown me unconditional love. With you I have always felt that I belong to a family and for such a long time after you were gone I felt so abandoned and forgotten. But I have never failed to pray for you every day of my life because I wouldn't be able to reach what I have right now if it weren't for your sacrifices and love. No one did understand what I went through, not one had lend a hand for me to hold on to. Most of all, people around me criticized and judge me for things I didn't do. I kept my pain in silence knowing that would make you proud of me being mature and smarter. I know that ONLY both of you understands me and had love me incomparably. You both know how I did my best to comprehend things that seems too hard to understand, had selflessly gave everything just not to be like those people who have hurt me and most of all keep my silent for peace and unity. I miss the chair you lay in Lolo, miss hearing bombo radio whole day, I miss the bed and the room I slept in half of my life. I should have listen more to your stories and eagerly grasp your elaboration of details about our family tree. People who knew both of you I know wouldn’t fail to remember your kindness and the marks you leave in their lives. The way you teach me the strategy in playing mahjong, buying our favorite foods and drinks, I just miss being LOVED again the way we were before. Tears keep falling in my eyes as for the longest time that I kept this pain in my life. How could I move on? I always try or maybe pretended that I have but deep into my inner thoughts and feelings I couldn't. Why did you leave me behind?! Why didn't you gave me a chance to show and repay all your sacrifices?! I miss you undeniably and enormously, no man could ever empathize what anguish I have felt and couldn’t ever take away this pain in my life.</em></strong>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-27688528329304793432010-10-04T19:39:00.002+08:002010-10-04T19:42:09.678+08:00Just an UpdateI started taking Clomid on Sept. 21-25 with less hope and expectations. A choice I made myself trying to obliterate all the skeptical notions going on my mind and just doing my best to follow the doctors advised.<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;">Sept. 26-30, I was injected with Puregon 50 iu for 5 days which gave me a hell of financial problem for it is so expensive.Oct.1, I went for my Ultrasound for follicle monitoring and was both enthusiastic and anxious. I was apprehensive to know if I failed again or maybe it has worsen. Fortunately, I have 6 mature follicle that is possible for fertilization I felt phlegmatic and didn't know why. I went to my RE and was injected with Pregnyl for the egg to be fertilized, was advised to have natural intercourse 24-48 hours after that. Funny it may seems but my Hubby and I realized how hard it is to do it with the pressure that we must. But we did try our best and now the 2 weeks hard and stressful waiting starts. Should I hope?! Nope, I'll just PRAY.<br />
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<b><i>I heard a devastating news today a friend has lost his life.</i></b><br />
<b><i>He was young, enthusiastic and full of pride.</i></b><br />
<b><i>Where did his smile went?It has brought tears in our eyes.</i></b></blockquote><br />
It is better to lose someone over distance and time than losing them with death for a lifetime. The hardest and most painful tragedy a person can face is losing a love one by death. Indeed, our life is just borrowed but wouldn't it be nice to live that life growing old and when you can say I have enjoyed living my life.? When you have died not by the hands of irresponsible and shameful individual.? I have only met monching way back my college life I think he was then just a teenage boy who enjoys his life. Often times I would hear his sweet laughter and silly jokes; those innocent act with so much pride. Looking back at those times I suddenly felt crying. We shared little time together yet I have felt this excruciating pain when I heard he died. Maybe because he has made a great impact and leaved a remarkable mark in my life.<br />
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The compunction of losing a love one is immeasurable. Though time can somehow mend those broken hearts their memories lingers forever within you. I know 'cause losing two most important people in my life still brought infinite grieve to me. How can we measure their true essence of living? Guess, it is when even by death those that remain living will forever remember all the good and kind things they have done. That amidst time their memories lives in every breath we take and the beating of our hearts. I can only offer sincere prayer to my departed friend. A prayer that will lead him to his peaceful solemn solace and justice may be served. Farewell dear friend your memory will always remain.<br />
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<div style="color: blue;"></div><div style="color: blue;"> Gossiping and making up stories should be eradicated. People need to show some compassion and give chances for others to prove themselves. Better ask yourself if what you are doing is just and fair?If those reasons you have are enough to treat them unfairly and disdainful!? What if others would do the same egotistic act to you?What would you feel?! Those selfish reasons and condescending acts, what fulfillment do you get from it?! Is it just because that's what friends do? Be as one,despite the wrong doings they inflict? Regardless if those other individuals are not your friends nor an enemy as long as they try to show you respect and understanding you should do the same too. The world is literally small let us not antagonize more reasons for it to shrink and build walls.</div><br />
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Ang Kamay ni Hesus or Hands of Jesus is one of the top Lenten destinations today here in the Philippines. Last April my husband and I together with our God Parents came over to visit this place. Here you can find the largest life-sized <span class="IL_AD" id="IL_AD4">image of Jesus</span> Christ on top of a mountain with his hand open wide. <br />
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Hundreds of thousands of people flock each year especially in Lenten Seasons during Good Friday and Easter Sunday to attend the mass and take the 300 steps of the 14 stations of the cross and hills of holy rosary to the holy mountain in Lucban Quezon until you reach the top and finishes the station of the cross. One of the century old religious tradition by Filipinos are what we call Bisita Iglesia or Visiting Churches.<br />
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We were very excited to visit this amazing place. One reason is that we wanted to pray and ask our Heavenly Father to bless us with a child of our own. It is one amazing healing place and rosary hill which we took the 300 steps until we reach the top of the mountain. Out of our amazement we got tongue tied and wasn't able to pray the rosary or the station of the cross. But as we saw each statues of the station of the cross we try to pray our own personal prayers and attended the mass after.<br />
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</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><span style="color: blue;">First: Bible</span></span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: blue; text-align: center;">Second: Rosary</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: blue; text-align: center;">Third: Novena Prayer Booklet</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: blue; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: blue; text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="background-color: #f4cccc;">Faith has been one of my armor in this battle over infertility and life in general. I </span></span><span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"> carry a little bag of religious items in my purse. A bible, rosary and some novena prayers for</span><span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"> different saints. As much as possible I try to read the bible and pray the rosary everyday. When adversity's and confusions over rides my life I turn to HIM as my Father who will help me understand and overcome such uncertainties. I know my faith is being tested right now. Yet, though sometimes barriers tend to weaken my faith it will not be distorted. </span><br />
<div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="background-color: white;">Let me share with you my favorite saint. Saint Jude Thaddeus. You can visit the link:</span></div></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><span style="background-color: white;"><a href="http://www.stjudenovena.org/prayingthenovena.html">http://www.stjudenovena.org/prayingthenovena.html</a></span></span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><b>What is a novena?<br />
</b></span> <span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">A novena is the reciting of powerful prayers and devotions for a special request over nine consecutive days. Traditionally, a novena included praying, fasting, and meditating.</span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><b>Do I have to be Catholic to make the novena? Do I have to be religious?<br />
</b></span> <span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">No! You only have to be someone having a difficult time coping with one (or more) difficult problems in your life that do not seem resolvable on your own. You're human! It's alright to be overwhelmed sometimes.</span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><b>How often and for how long should the novena be said?<br />
</b></span> <span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">Traditionally, the novena prayer is said for 9 days. The 9 days signifies the 9 days the early Apostles prayed together during the time between the Ascension of Jesus, and Pentecost, when they experienced the powerful presence of the Holy Spirit. However, there is no hard and fast "rule" for praying; it is best if you adopt a series of prayers and a rhythm for saying them that is comfortable for you and allows you to open a dialogue with God. </span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><b>What prayers should I say? How do I say them?<br />
</b></span> <span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">Your goal when praying is to focus your heart, mind, and body on communicating with St. Jude. Praying is best done alone and in a quiet environment. Start by closing your eyes, then describe your special need, and make a heartfelt request for St. Jude to intercede on your behalf to help it be realized. Your prayer can be as simple as "St. Jude, please help me with (insert your request)", or if you prefer, choose one from the <a href="http://www.stjudenovena.org/stjudeprayers.html">St. Jude Prayers</a> section where you'll find a collection of inspirational prayers used by others. You should then follow your St. Jude prayer by saying 3 Our Father, 3 Hail Mary, and 3 Gloria prayers. These can also be found in the <a href="http://www.stjudenovena.org/stjudeprayers.html">St. Jude Prayers</a> section. Although not required, many people also find that meditating and/or some type of fasting during the 9 days provide extra comfort and strength when saying the prayers. </span><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"></span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><b>What should I expect to happen?</b></span><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span> <span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">A novena to St. Jude has never been known to fail for those who maintain a strong posture of faith that God is ALWAYS working behind the scenes for us. For some people, by the end of the 9 days, they will see some visible, concrete proof that their request has been granted. For others, they may receive something that is not what they asked for, but turns out to be what they REALLY needed at this point in their lives. And for others, they may experience a newly-found feeling of hope and peace of spirit, that brings with it the sense that they ARE NOT GOING THROUGH THEIR DIFFICULTY ALONE. The beautiful power of the St. Jude novena is that people can have their requests answered in ways or times they may not have expected. The important thing is to believe that you WILL experience a change, and don't despair if you do not receive an instant answer. Often the path to finding true healing of mind, body, or spirit is a process that will only be fully visible and appreciated after an extended period of time. Praying to St. Jude is the first step in that process.<br />
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DON'T STOP HOPING…<br />
DON'T STOP TRUSTING….<br />
DON'T STOP TRYING…….</span></div><div style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><br />
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<blockquote><span style="color: blue; font-size: small;"><i>Cathy, Yhaz and I went to Saint Jude Thaddeus shrine in Manila around October last year. The transportation from our work to the church will take an hour and half (including traffic)</i></span> <i style="color: blue;">and we were then just commuting</i>. <i style="color: blue;">I was then on a night shift so I made a sacrifice of having less sleep and to beat the heat and traffic just to show our devotion to him. A solemn place of serenity and comfort that is what I can describe the feeling I felt the first time I went there. We tried to be there 9 consecutive times that would be every Thursday of the week. But because of my work schedule only Cathy had finish the novena for 9 consecutive weeks. I was absent maybe 4 times yet I became a devotee of Saint Jude Thaddeus since then. </i></blockquote><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="-moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 0%; border: 0pt none ! important;" /><span style="background-color: cyan;"></span></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-71238903073530041222010-08-09T01:27:00.010+08:002010-08-10T04:29:42.633+08:00Rizelle's Birthday<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6cvt8hRCQ9wYnuejkHNp7dDQwgWXDqgpwuRxSTznnnlZyuV793hcmGiRMgd1APa3wBBCPGRUjkzzQs5dYQmpMklDTwqRaFt5Weeo1IFbFaxu7ENwefc7F1k8Qy6ST7-dZgD7uKOZtyrw8/s1600/DSC03448.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5503101874932033266" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6cvt8hRCQ9wYnuejkHNp7dDQwgWXDqgpwuRxSTznnnlZyuV793hcmGiRMgd1APa3wBBCPGRUjkzzQs5dYQmpMklDTwqRaFt5Weeo1IFbFaxu7ENwefc7F1k8Qy6ST7-dZgD7uKOZtyrw8/s320/DSC03448.JPG" style="cursor: pointer; float: left; height: 240px; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; width: 320px;" /></a><br />
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<div style="color: red; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><i>Currently I am working on a night shift in a hospital. Today, we celebrated one of my good friend and colleagues birthday. One of our dear security guard help me find some food to buy so that we can have a little surprised birthday celebration for her. The nearest food outlet is Mc Donalds so we bought some spaghetti, cola and some bread. It was just simple celebration but it comes from our heart. She was so surprised and cried over the heartwarming action that we did. Happy Birthday again Ate Rizelle. May the Lord Bless you a good health and happiness for a lifetime.</i></div><br />
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<blockquote style="color: blue; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small; font-style: italic;">Courage, I have come to understand its true meaning seeing it illuminate with in you. Despite all life's circumstances and adversity I have seen you standing and fighting those battles with an optimistic mind. The rough roads you have face... has never made you back down and gave up. Instead you have walk down that road with confidence and faith knowing that at the end of that road is a treasured palace of peace and prosperity. Seeing you go through that taught me lessons of courage and strength. Your kindness is immeasurable, you love for baron is unconditional, your faith is unbreakable and your friendship is undeniably genuine. You are like our older sister who always tries to apprehend us when we make mistakes, encourage us when we are down, appreciate us in we are good and always being there for us no matter what life holds. At times when you feel that the world has forsake you or why this adversity take a strike on you; know that because HE knows that you are strong and your courage and faith will lead you to learn lessons that will bring you the solace you have longed. Thank you for being true, for telling me when I am wrong, for teaching me lessons about love, life, just for being someone I can lean on and for simply just being you. I thank GOD for allowing me to met someone like you. May The LORD Bless you with a lifetime of good health and happiness. Above all I wish you unyielding strength and faith. Happy Happy Birthday Ate Rizelle. Love you. </span></blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br />
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-*-*-Here are some of my favorite quotes which I made myself. :D All these quotes have been derived from my most innermost thoughts and inspired by life's circumstances. May you find something in here that you can relate and may help you facing life's uncertainties.-*-*-* <br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">Prayers is the most powerful weapon of all time. It is the most inexpensive gift one cannot buy. A priceless gift that binds us to the one who gave us life. It is a beacon of light when darkness falls, it is a strong shield to keep you from harm, it is one's freedom that cannot be taken at all. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> See,in all the pains you went through at the end of the road when you have found true happiness the pain is worth it, for you have realized that </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> happiness is more understood through pain ;) </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Finding true happiness is being completely </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> honest to your self and others, loving others as you would like to be </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> loved, accepting your imperfections and make it as your strength; </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> forgive as you would like to be forgiven, be thankful of what you are </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> receiving and living life not just by the length but the essence of its width. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Regardless of life's uncertainties we can always look forward to a better tomorrow. Cheer up! Don't give up. If you do, there should be no if's nor buts just take in all the lessons that you will learn and it will be the strongest weapon you own :D </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> You can choose to learn, grow, accept, become the person you aspire, and to achieve the dreams of your life. Or you can choose to stagnate, to hesitate, and remain fearful and doubtful and live in mediocrity. You hold the key in the doors you choose to open, the direction to the road you will walk in and the life you w...ant to live in. You are responsible for your improvements and success as well as your frustrations. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Never allow anyone to criticize or judge you for they have no right to demand anything from you. As long as in your heart you hold serene integrity its all that matters for what you hold is true. You don't have to please anyone nor be someone your not for it only pleases their part but not the true beat of your heart. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Be hopeful in </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> times of trouble for no one can tell you what or not to do. You hold </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> the key to your life if ever you stumble or fall those are great </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> lessons you will learn. Avoid if's and but's enjoy the roller coaster </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> ride, for it comes once in a lifetime. Treasure the past, Live the </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> present and Look forward for the future. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> iF people says something bAd ab0uT you, jUdgE you As if they kn0w you,dont get affected.. just think ab0ut this.. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> "The Dog d0eSnT bArk if hE kn0wS the peRs0n." </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Adversity, uncertainties, pain and confusions; without these small test, whatever they maybe, without these life is dull and utterly pointless. Faith, courage and hope; these are the most poignant and important ones. These is were we get our... strength to stand. There are no questions left unanswered we just need an open mind to know one. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Sometimes the best way to deal with sadness is to embrace it, feel it, and get over it. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Give yourself a lovely day.Look upon what gives you joy, Speak to those who warm your heart, & remember that each new day is a blessing from God.Gud m0rning! have a blessed day everyone' :) </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Find solace within yourself not from anyone else, listen deeply to ur innermost voice, if u want to cry don't stop yourself. No strong man can withstand all ds trials w/out being weak, we can only comprehend courage & strength by going thru vulnerability & fears. Hold on steadfastly from deep within, today you can be weak &... accept the things you cant comprehend but tomorrow is another day, a day to restart & stand again. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Dont s¡MplY thAnk God dAt you hAve mUch wh¡lE 0thErs hAve l¡ttlE.ThAnk H¡m bEcaUse He hAs ch0sEn t0 blEss you & ¡n rEtUrn bE a blEss¡ng t0 0thErs. Have a blessed day everyone. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Hope is the power to overcome all stagnation, a break through in any obstacles, it transform barren wasteland into a verdant field, it dwells in our innermost being. Hardship make us strong, sorrows cultivate compassion; those who have suffered most will become the happiest. So, no matter what kind of difficult situation one may find oneself in, hope flows endlessly. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Each persons that comes into are lives plays an intricate part in are development & growth, whether they're there for a minute or many years. Challengers are the ones who build your strength of endurance, persistence, determination, character & integrity. Encourager are the one who keeps you going when you feel like giving up. Appreciate the people that come into your life & be careful to treat everyone with respect as their role helps to define the person u grow to be. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> God stands by us when were tired. Guide us when we think of quitting. Inspires us when things are confusing. We may not always understand his wisdom but we must always trust his will. Have a Blessed and Meaningful Day Everyone! ;D </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> A positive frame of mind is important, if you can sustain yourself with regular challenges and honest self appraisal, the benefits are enormous.Think well of yourself. Change negative self-talk to positive self-encouragement. Do not let negative thinking destroy your life. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Being successful is never easy. It is a continuous voyage, and you have to move along. You can find difficulty in any phase of your life, but giving up is not a solution to get out of it. If the road to success is always under construction, then be a construction worker. :D </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Learn to trust your voice within & know that everything in this life has a purpose.That even when circumstances comes your way this are not mistakes, not a coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from. Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before,how infinitely rich & beautiful life is in every way,& despite all the obstacles life may have;life is always beautiful come what may. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Faith in GOD soothes a troubled mind. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> It Heals a broken heart. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> It is a source of strength to a weary man. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> "God Bless you" is such a powerful word. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> It means "May the LORD with his gracious hand bless you </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> more than what you prayed for." </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> So, May The Lord GOD Bless you and all your love ones. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Have a Blessed day everyone. ",) </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Stop worrying about the potholes in your journey but the great lessons you pick on your way ahead. Strength are well gained through sacrifices and pain; potholes should never be a hindrance to what we aim. :D </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Never see obstacles as a hindrance but a source of lessons and strength. Storm may tumble as down but its not a reason to back down. Hold on steadfastly on your faith for no one said life's journey goes an easy way. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Most people believed that forgiving only benefits the offender. But the greatest hurdle we have to make in our process of forgiveness is to overcome the negative & self defeating thoughts & beliefs we hold within our minds. Blessed are those who ask for forgiveness as they humble themselves and those who forgive for they achieved solace. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> I have wished to understand other peoples heart. To live life fair and just to others. Learned that Egocentric habits are first cobwebs, then it becomes cables. Realized that a loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-uttered words. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Your good heart shall tell U where 2 go; your sharp mind shall tell you how to get there; & y0ur deep L0vE for GOD shall guidE you on your way! Have a blessed day.. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> In life I have realized that GRUDGES should not hold any part of anyone's life. LIFE IS TOO SHORT to be unhappy.So laugh whenever u can. Apologize when u shud.And let go of what u can't change. Smile even wen ur sad,learn from your mistakes.Things goes wrong but remember life goes on so live it well. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Sometimes when adversity & pain overides our life we tend to forget that in every tears we cry are blessings in disguise. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> You see in order to rise higher, you’ve got to be determined. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> There will always be trial that seems to discourage you. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> It may not always be easy, often we get discouraged at the first sign of defeat. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> You should realized that what seems to be the difficulty may really be a blessing in disguise.",) </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> We all commit mistakes, what matters most is how we deal with that </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> mistakes. Forgiveness is not an occasional act, it should be a constant </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> attitude. Our gifts usually come wrapped up in a challenge, so remember </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> to open them up, learn from them and share the value that you gain by growing through them. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Respect is well defined when even someone you differs with learn to respect you because you stand up to what is right and true not because you choose to take side to those who you concord with. Courage is defined when you humble yourself with integrity, you hold the strongest weapon to defend you in all adverity of life. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> For You: </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> I wish you well on the things you do. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Though sometimes your being unfair too. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Could you please think with open heart and mind?! </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Cause belittling others are not a good sign. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> The essence of true friendship goes beyond the bond you made </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> It should be true and fair even to someone that differs. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> But still I wish you well, for you to be just and fair :) </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> For every person who scorn you, criticized you, try twice as hard to prove </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> them wrong. The Golden Rule of Karma always prevails; what you don't </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> want others to do to you never inflict that to them too. Be JUST & FAIR if you want others to do the same to you!. Strive for integrity-being honest, untainted & true even when people are belittling you." </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself. To be just and fair as you want others to be to you. To Equally weigh things </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> before making a decision as not to vitiate other people too. Never be </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> iniquitous 'cause you won't want to be place in the same shoes.. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Respect for others is a mirror to respect yourself, how people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours. Be considerate to others; for what you are, never ends but what you have, does; for peace and unity can be achieved by setting a good example than by being unfair and unjust. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Never give up on something that you can't </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> go a day without thinking about. Life is really short and instead of </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> being burdened by the heavy "should's" and "could have been's", perhaps it's really time to have the courage to take a risk and have a leap of faith. There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart...pursue those. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Don't waste your life in doubts and </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> fears: take a risk, have a leap of faith. Make every day to be the last </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> of a life surrounded with hopes, cares, happiness, love, pain, anger and fear; your life becomes the thing you have decided it shall be. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Lessons learned from the past cannot be substituted by putting one foot in front of the other. Each moment is an opportunity to reveal a miracle so be kind to everyone you meet for they may be fighting a hard battle. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Yes, it's true: We can't control the wind or the rain or the other vagaries of weather. But we can tack our sails such that we can steer the course we desire for no one knows what he can do until he tries. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> The difficulties we experience always illuminate the lessons we need most. Overcoming those difficulties makes life more meaningful and those lessons we learn will be our strength for the future. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Love can never be mandated, it can't be utterly define, it is vague, deep and mysterious. No matter how we question love, fathom love or elucidate love; love dwells inside us and unveil around us. So, be grateful if you have fallen in love though it may implicate pain, it is indubitably the most priceless, incomparable, sensational and flabbergast emotion. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> It's a long road back from the darkest corner of despair but the journey is so much easier when you don't have to do it alone. Hold onto what you have and never let it go.It's when you give up that you lose and in fighting that you win. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"> Success is not measured by how many achievements you have in life. But by how you achieved lessons in your imperfections as you try to make things right. Success is not measured by the position you have in life but what marked you leaved in other peoples lives. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: magenta;" /> <br style="background-color: white; color: blue;" /> <br />
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<blockquote></blockquote></blockquote>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-55004508147721953972010-08-08T03:38:00.004+08:002010-08-08T04:21:10.118+08:00Tooth hell extraction<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQ8C9LosXuxLI9b7IAx9haQXUvAZIepDyUzAga9YBkVyaxSF7Qwj1crJel3PDhHTV8BYtL8iixJMosmJl6-HTyauZbquSGhZc57AgC7HNA8IbwEk_RivSFeW_J720j6nZaajGMW4yJqmgY/s1600/dentist.jpeg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 125px; height: 94px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQ8C9LosXuxLI9b7IAx9haQXUvAZIepDyUzAga9YBkVyaxSF7Qwj1crJel3PDhHTV8BYtL8iixJMosmJl6-HTyauZbquSGhZc57AgC7HNA8IbwEk_RivSFeW_J720j6nZaajGMW4yJqmgY/s320/dentist.jpeg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5502760427615355682" /></a><br /><br />Yesterday, my husband and I went to our dentist to have a tooth extraction. I was the first one to be extracted and my dentist assessment is that my two upper molars needed to be extracted. The very naughty tooth seems doesn't want to be extracted 'cause it took 2 in half hours and 3x anesthesia for it to come off. The pain was excruciating even if there was already an anesthesia the dentist said the tooth seems to fight back and doesn't want to be extracted lol. Every time the dentist tries to pull it out it seems to shrink back deeper. Good thing it was extracted cause it has cause me a lot of pain. Next week we have to be back for my husbands prophylaxis and me to have a fitting for gosh its embarrassing but I have to...need to have a denture lol.Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-71991202454823443682010-08-05T02:22:00.013+08:002010-08-08T07:42:22.366+08:00My Favorite Book<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKu5Mi0Gcp7r0CUbT9U3eiBHYu5glID4kRau9bSyssCY6Rt_TOyDTk1pAvkL_XUpJIpggpFveR51df2kh-PBEyNu0swwWMhqQR4d_5gim_pIJIuM6LCAqQojmk2LdI4ogXjGMQbaZeXiH2/s1600/paulocoelhoveronika.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKu5Mi0Gcp7r0CUbT9U3eiBHYu5glID4kRau9bSyssCY6Rt_TOyDTk1pAvkL_XUpJIpggpFveR51df2kh-PBEyNu0swwWMhqQR4d_5gim_pIJIuM6LCAqQojmk2LdI4ogXjGMQbaZeXiH2/s320/paulocoelhoveronika.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5501624296724333986" /></a><br /><br /><br />A love unbreakable even by death. It is well written with amazing depth of characters and encouraging thoughts. "Veronica Decides to Die" is a fine and encouraging giving force book. It is written in excellent style and full of ironical metaphors. It is a realistic story about love for life in front of the death, calling to perceive every day as a miracle.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidaTOZlAKwi1Fb9BYA9RED75b0w5AQdJb5lXfVd6ZVG48rP0kHD168LZChrt6V2oo-m6QBibG6tmw4vl0_bVKzGP0F7psgbIKyeHFa-alE86jP8u7N816rv3CcbkJxdz_7Two1GRs6GrwV/s1600/paulocoelhoriverpiedra-small.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidaTOZlAKwi1Fb9BYA9RED75b0w5AQdJb5lXfVd6ZVG48rP0kHD168LZChrt6V2oo-m6QBibG6tmw4vl0_bVKzGP0F7psgbIKyeHFa-alE86jP8u7N816rv3CcbkJxdz_7Two1GRs6GrwV/s320/paulocoelhoriverpiedra-small.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5501630055657247698" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />On the bank of Rio-Pjedra..." is the first of the novels of the trilogy "On the seventh day" which also consists of "Veronica decides to die" and "Devil and Senioritis Prim". All three novels tell us about one week from the life of the young women who suddenly found themselves before a call which is necessary to be replied immediately. Her life was changed forever when she met a childhood friend.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhX76u1fft6RRvwJckrJ7PKEpb9il89az17X0Z1a8xPwIaPT4h-dkRFHVPF_hffQfyKMys5OkuHuro8JLlmTuRVQaVyNQQ_jcpmmvLQNZjthMiyXr8nK6sIycQVPpBtuviYiAWKMzL7EmWe/s1600/abc_books_080729_mn.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhX76u1fft6RRvwJckrJ7PKEpb9il89az17X0Z1a8xPwIaPT4h-dkRFHVPF_hffQfyKMys5OkuHuro8JLlmTuRVQaVyNQQ_jcpmmvLQNZjthMiyXr8nK6sIycQVPpBtuviYiAWKMzL7EmWe/s320/abc_books_080729_mn.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5501631820508008226" /></a><br /><br />A story of unbreakable love despite all differences, time and circumstances. Unyielding love of mortal and immortal. A timeless love lives in two different world as one.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimt4YW4KwhG-hOGzcuMYh3MXrYvUKvv88dU9Mfo_TlkI9BX8I9xFNrUUwLWRiHmDmeCKBe7VrsU8ZQhzETbDuz-jl3d83XipcwG_P0UrfDbFuigubYcvCC-rw-cX_Dyz9xebMz1lA0_DYY/s1600/da+vinci.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 51px; height: 78px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimt4YW4KwhG-hOGzcuMYh3MXrYvUKvv88dU9Mfo_TlkI9BX8I9xFNrUUwLWRiHmDmeCKBe7VrsU8ZQhzETbDuz-jl3d83XipcwG_P0UrfDbFuigubYcvCC-rw-cX_Dyz9xebMz1lA0_DYY/s320/da+vinci.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5502037093198644946" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioMHOzYqFcUw5fm23WAv1rj8EyRZgocmjcNsCKs6yPGOzo0ivDqnAY8DZv9wgwVLMJwhM_TQZ2U3b-Wzjit3cX8zet3VFx1h3g6ObisOcGdbaPQjrXrfISmRnKl_-uNzloYFM2l7PT-VPW/s1600/angels+and+demons.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 48px; height: 78px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioMHOzYqFcUw5fm23WAv1rj8EyRZgocmjcNsCKs6yPGOzo0ivDqnAY8DZv9wgwVLMJwhM_TQZ2U3b-Wzjit3cX8zet3VFx1h3g6ObisOcGdbaPQjrXrfISmRnKl_-uNzloYFM2l7PT-VPW/s320/angels+and+demons.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5502037087872152066" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />These two books made a huge impact and controversies worldwide. Yet, it cant be denied how brilliant is the mind of such world renowned author. Contrary to other speculations I somehow manage not to let this novel corrupted my faith and religious beliefs. I admire his creativity and courage to came up with such marvelous story line. <br /><br />Miss reading new books its been a while since I did. Thought by this weekend I could spend some time at the book store. I have one author I miss reading his book right now NICHOLAS SPARK might buy "The Notebook". :D<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-71725748690332668162010-08-04T02:25:00.005+08:002010-08-04T02:38:32.635+08:00Favorite TV Program<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFQWj9xerDQ02n71mkcfvYliOSwotzbYE1nC7q3E1cBv_arH9LzF1WdCc8seHLYhsT707cU7XPO3ocGFcVnQxMuUjBlSL2I84i-Ngt5EraCQWKb25LKizsuj0UIrTXR3_QNQWTCeI6Xsmm/s1600/charmed.jpeg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 94px; height: 94px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFQWj9xerDQ02n71mkcfvYliOSwotzbYE1nC7q3E1cBv_arH9LzF1WdCc8seHLYhsT707cU7XPO3ocGFcVnQxMuUjBlSL2I84i-Ngt5EraCQWKb25LKizsuj0UIrTXR3_QNQWTCeI6Xsmm/s320/charmed.jpeg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5501254553320671282" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtzWHPUjh60_KF4lDtCHF3pMWV_M9GLmyn0jIGq02SjwXaKyJrYqNQH6m1I0hrR6aq0P0SCcEYRHbeQXOoMMKRdTZeK_qkKeg1nPLykk16m2hNa9Msepkd5lUKYzhvZ3IY0TF9FPfczWkE/s1600/hero.jpeg"><img style="float:left; 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margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px; height: 165px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfm4Ijbsax28cZZky0tJua4czW_ee_ejM6ArmOWMeq4MzfBpIiSlZSfyv_BMi-_gIZFIqGt_fcm-1EPKVFYQB9LjmDsRXyqxUmd0WTbUc_xQD7EWNRKky_DwJThCAVmpQlCEWTanwj5Qhr/s320/250px-Grey's_anatomy.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5501254045978900018" /></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-37228855683283940902010-08-03T04:12:00.004+08:002010-08-03T05:48:39.884+08:00A ConfessionI am scared. Scared that I may never bore a child of my own. 22 days from now is my birthday and 3 months from now is our 2nd year anniversary. Time really is going by so fast and I am still at the same low point in my life. Everyday I wake up trying not to think when am I going to be pregnant or would I ever be? Putting up a good smile over my face and an optimistic mindset. I am trying harder to be on a positive track and being thankful to the everyday blessings I received. To inundate myself over work and tune out anything about being pregnant. Being on a night shift gives me hell of negative insights, knowing that there would be less chances of conceiving. I envy those who are pregnant but then again sometimes I wish I didn't knew that they were. Though I am exultantly happy knowing they are bless with a child deep inside my hope seems to fade. I wish some intruders would shut up and mind their own life too. They are inflicting more pain they better just not ask at all.<br /> <br /> Praying has been one of greatest strength over this battle but sometimes my faith weakens. Hesitations and doubts crosses my mind maybe it is one reason that I can't let it go and surrender it all to him truthfully. In my heart I hold and know that the LORD is the only one who can bless me with a child and medicines are just one instrument to fulfill this. How would I be able to strengthen my faith and surrender everything to HIM? Hubby and I often watch 700 club asia on TV and would pray with them. Seeing my husband crying while praying and hands place on the TV brought tears in my eyes. A knife pierce into my heart seeing him cry and how anxious he is longing to have a child. The fear of losing him is one reason that makes me debilitate. The mere thought of it makes me insane and I would die without him. Often times I would ask him what if I cant bore him a child what would you do? He said "Nothing is impossible with GOD on our side. We should have faith and believe that one day he will graciously hear our prayer." His unbreakable faith and sanguine characteristic has made me fell in love with him a billion times more everyday. Yet, no matter how he tries to put up this positive outlook I can still see the pain he carries inside. We rarely talk about this battle for we try not to pressure ourselves.<br /><br /> Of all the things I have ever face this is one of my hardest battle. The issue of infertility in this country is somewhat behind than other countries. Rarely that we know of people talking about this and some people are insensitive, careless when they know people are going through this. There are times when some of my acquaintance would ask me why am I not pregnant? Those are the inconsiderate people who would find gossips and interfere with my life. As is if I know them or they know me, were not even close but then they love to intrude in other peoples life.<br />Certainly this blog has been one great place of solace in my life. In times like this when my mind and heart is battered I could always count that I can let it all out. It gives me a sense of buoyancy when I let my emotions and thoughts go freely. But then again is this enough to strengthen me? <br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-7595122571605241992010-08-03T02:35:00.003+08:002010-08-03T03:08:08.581+08:00A prayerThank you my dear dear cathy for always being my ever supportive friend. For constantly being my strength and knowing that everyday in your eyes I realized that I am truly bless. <br /><br />Here is a prayer found by my friend cathy and was pass on to me. I eagerly share this with all of you with faith that soon we will be bless with a child of our own.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com/group/image/religious/JJGRKNQOQU/db25401c47c384b81c8931c.jpg?o=130" target="_blank"><img src="http://gi154.photobucket.com/groups/s245/JJGRKNQOQU/db25401c47c384b81c8931c.jpg"></a><br /><br />Gracious God, we long for a child and find our hearts shaved of hope<br />as month after month we go childless.<br />The love we have to give and share with a child fills us to the brim,<br />but that love seems thwarted when our longing is not fulfilled.<br />Look with tenderness on us, O God.<br />Let the disappointment that hangs over us be lifted by the joy of your touch.<br />Give us the patience that will re-build hope<br />as we wait for the fullness of our love in the high calling of parenthood.<br />We ask this for the sake of your love. AmenIam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-9523947432816407722010-08-02T00:53:00.000+08:002010-08-02T04:49:50.481+08:00Envy<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTotNH8NWnwxdXAsRUSf2TJcOtJyysfwtGg5nPjN_BdIvNrpwj2AHxmpth2-eCed9RCIhGBLb14bQyqZag91_npZay4tMe3ZExahuA9bEd7Qi9azCvTG59ccpGkg_XXwBSRFUxO28VhtP7/s1600/envy.jpeg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 135px; height: 77px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTotNH8NWnwxdXAsRUSf2TJcOtJyysfwtGg5nPjN_BdIvNrpwj2AHxmpth2-eCed9RCIhGBLb14bQyqZag91_npZay4tMe3ZExahuA9bEd7Qi9azCvTG59ccpGkg_XXwBSRFUxO28VhtP7/s320/envy.jpeg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500526183865492402" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGJFJ1RSzY4fP-QzfvKBQizQpBTgAbJ8xOzeXEgTc4EoKGcy3iehfL4XJzAw0fKPkJUXclJPVZI3pCRS4V85F-wx7hEZg2S79Ke60eA_F-mYchY-gTt7tjTy6KJmqemA2msI9av8abU-VZ/s1600/index.jpeg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 122px; height: 120px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGJFJ1RSzY4fP-QzfvKBQizQpBTgAbJ8xOzeXEgTc4EoKGcy3iehfL4XJzAw0fKPkJUXclJPVZI3pCRS4V85F-wx7hEZg2S79Ke60eA_F-mYchY-gTt7tjTy6KJmqemA2msI9av8abU-VZ/s320/index.jpeg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500525530753512434" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />I envy those people I know whose pregnant with their child. I admit I am, but I mean no harm to anyone. It's just that my ardent wish is to have my own child. I am awake at 1 am while my DH is already asleep. I read some of my new friends blogs and found out that some of time successfully is now pregnant. Indeed, I am happy knowing that such joy will be a great blessing to their family. But somehow I feel down again, envy and full of questions. A month from now I am turning 28 and days are flying so fast. Day 4 of my period and has a toot ache and needed to be extracted. I will be on a night shift the next month too and I know the stress would be a hindrance for me to ovulate too. I didn't ho back to my RE this month and somehow hoping that this green barley herbal medicine would help me ovulate somehow.<br /><br />I am getting tired of going back and forth to my RE and hope again somehow knowing that I will fail again; I think I gained a negative mentality. PCOS here in the Philippines seems harder to deal with, unlike other countries they have new, effective and many solutions to help those who wants to conceived. I am feeling so naive and lost in this battle again. Trying to tell myself to let all the bitterness and negativity go. Easier said than done. I have to sleep though there are many things I wanted to say, I choose to stop 'cause my mind and heart are tired of this. I want to somehow let it go, sleep it over and maybe tomorrow I may find the courage again to be optimistic. I am sorry if I may offended somebody, I didn't mean to me. Please don't get me wrong. <br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-44309377696877304802010-07-30T13:17:00.008+08:002010-08-04T02:04:04.693+08:00My Favorite MoviesSorry Pepz, I am rushing while making this so bear with me, I will edit this as soon I can. <br /><br />50 first date- A movie that makes all people believe in the true essence of unconditional love. It is a light comedy-love story that exactly pin the heart of every people who has watch it.<br /><br /><object style="background-image:url(http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/ErjP5xMTc8I/hqdefault.jpg)" width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ErjP5xMTc8I&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ErjP5xMTc8I&hl=en_US&fs=1" width="480" height="295" allowScriptAccess="never" allowFullScreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />Sweet November-This movie has captured the hearts of many viewers. A story of a dying woman who wants to live her life as much as she can and wanted to teach a man to value each day of his life.<br /><br /><object style="background-image:url(http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/Tm249Zbv42Y/hqdefault.jpg)" width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Tm249Zbv42Y&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Tm249Zbv42Y&hl=en_US&fs=1" width="480" height="295" allowScriptAccess="never" allowFullScreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Dying Young-I have this movie when I was in High School and has never been forgotten by my heart.<br /><br /><br /><object style="background-image:url(http://i4.ytimg.com/vi/GA2miBtLOIo/hqdefault.jpg)" width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/GA2miBtLOIo&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/GA2miBtLOIo&hl=en_US&fs=1" width="480" height="295" allowScriptAccess="never" allowFullScreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-57175581532360737262010-07-29T17:54:00.010+08:002010-08-04T02:04:22.108+08:00My Favorite SongThank God I found You by Mariah Carey. This song perfectly describes what I feel for my dear husband. He has saved my lost soul who was crying in the dark, when I felt the world has forsaken me he was there beside me. He has brought a great sense of meaning in my life. Looking back as he always says that he could never forget the time when we first broke up " if we are meant to be, destiny will look for a way and we will be together forever" Indeed, destiny and faith has brought us back together. I dream for a man to love me and make me feel the sense of belonging. A man who would give me the love that was deprived from me. After all the heartaches and being lost I was bless with a man I dream of and more. Yes, I would give up everything and gave anything for a man who has given me a reason to live. As we journey together to have our own child I am thankful that he never lose hope and very optimistic in winning this battle. Honestly, I am scared that I may not give him a complete family, a child of his own; that he may leave me. But then again if GOD has bless me with a good man like him I know he will bless us with an angel that will complete this family. Thank God he brought him back again to me. <br /><br /><object style="background-image:url(http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/JzGPmvTuU8I/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/JzGPmvTuU8I&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/JzGPmvTuU8I&hl=en_US&fs=1" width="425" height="344" allowScriptAccess="never" allowFullScreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />For All of My Life. It may seems funny to know that we feel in love in this song in a videoke bar. But yes we found the song or the song found us. When we sing or hear this song no matter how far we may be our eyes would met, a smile in our face and the sweet word of I love You is what we do. <br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/I4fb6E4u7Ac&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/I4fb6E4u7Ac&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Then a song from our local artist "You are the One". They say I look and act like the artist of the song and when we both heard her sing this song just like a snap we look at each other and we knew that the song capture our hearts. Hope you enjoy this too.<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/keNvelOySEM&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/keNvelOySEM&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-61497008960870978862010-07-28T19:27:00.001+08:002010-07-28T19:29:04.880+08:0030 Day Blog JournalRe posted from www.pcoschick.blogspot.com<br />Thought I should try doing this too. <br /><br />Day 1 - your favorite song<br />Day 2 - your favorite movie<br />Day 3 - your favorite television program<br />Day 4 - your favorite book<br />Day 5 - your favorite quote<br />Day 6 - 20 of my favorite things<br />Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy<br />Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad<br />Day 9 - a photo you took<br />Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you<br />Day 11 - a photo of you recently<br />Day 12 - something you are OCD about<br />Day 13 - a fictional book<br />Day 14 - a non-fictional book<br />Day 15 - your dream house<br />Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)<br />Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)<br />Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding<br />Day 19 - a talent of yours<br />Day 20 - a hobby of yours<br />Day 21 - a recipe<br />Day 22 - a website<br />Day 23 - a youtube video<br />Day 24 - where I live<br />Day 25 - your day, in great detail<br />Day 26 - your week, in great detail<br />Day 27 - my worst habit<br />Day 28 - whats in my handbag/purse<br />Day 29 - hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days<br />Day 30 - a dream for the futureIam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-87288674046330380892010-07-25T19:08:00.004+08:002010-08-02T03:33:54.753+08:00Wrong way!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSTE9I1R04iJeV5NAlR5XUhkAwCGGeRJxMnejjYzEA9Fwwomsmxh0pR27cLmEilxqUiTl_lHW9nWlDQLBvkDtqjnNKF6i4Glq-wQZi964uUILbFe23UJVP7LPn4IllgFjSN6Pl7K2yy-PM/s1600/0104-0606-2008-4612_wrong_way_sign.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 197px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSTE9I1R04iJeV5NAlR5XUhkAwCGGeRJxMnejjYzEA9Fwwomsmxh0pR27cLmEilxqUiTl_lHW9nWlDQLBvkDtqjnNKF6i4Glq-wQZi964uUILbFe23UJVP7LPn4IllgFjSN6Pl7K2yy-PM/s320/0104-0606-2008-4612_wrong_way_sign.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5497810264414737282" /></a><br /><br /> PERIOD! I have no choice but to accept that your here despite being delayed for 15 days and trying hard not to hope for nothing again. I knew that you would come, you always do and I hate you for doing so. Seems that I am getting used to the fact that your always or you wouldn't come at all. Though even if you didn't come I know I shouldn't hope for something good to happen 'cause you always ruin everything I dream. Don't you have anything good to offer me?! Everyday the burden I carry is getting heavier and pain slowly inflicts deeply in my innermost being. As I lay down in my bed looking at my sleeping, loving husband tears slowly flows in my eyes praying that I could give him a child. My heart bleeds every time I look at him longing and hoping for his own child. Period, what have you done to my life? Would you care to be a balance in my life?!Your going in a wrong way and your destroying my life!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-65133901034416828842010-07-18T19:39:00.001+08:002010-08-02T03:34:10.228+08:00WHEN?!!I was checking my facebook account and came across to one of my friends post, which she exultantly announced her pregnancy. Then it struck me again, a sharp pain and sadness in my heart. Seems like most of my friends nowadays are happily becoming pregnant while I am trying for quite sometime but failed to do so. Last month was a month full of psychological exhaustion and I was beat down. I took some ovamit pills and had an transvaginal ultrasound for follicle monitoring but AGAIN it failed, I failed, seems like I always do. Where do I go? working in a hospital makes me encounter pregnant woman and their children, which makes the whole in my heart bigger, deeper and painful. People keep telling me not to stress my self thinking about my hearts wish to have my own child; and yes I am trying to do. This blog is my niche, this is were I can shout, scream, cry and laugh; I can say whatever I want, whenever and no matter what. Regardless of how I am doing my best not to pressure my self and not allowing sadness take control of my life, I am still dying inside. <br /><br />Often times we humans tend to be more emotional and deeply engrossed when sadness or adversity take a ride in our life. All the questions and confusions that surround us are like hurricanes that strongly sweeps away all our optimistic character and we become vulnerable. Where do life take me when all I want is to have a child?! will it happen or will I hope for nothing? Suddenly the world seems too dark, seemingly I hear no melody in my life, quietly I want to scream and shout?! Do I make sense?! Does anyone hear my cry? Does anyone know how I can heal this wound inside? WHEN CAN I HAVE and HOLD you in my life?! Someone please help me be strong and optimistic as I fought this battle in my life.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-73746856011315390642010-07-18T19:05:00.002+08:002010-08-02T03:34:48.364+08:00My QuotesDont s¡MplY thAnk God dAt you hAve mUch wh¡lE 0thErs hAve l¡ttlE.ThAnk H¡m bEcaUse He hAs ch0sEn t0 blEss you & ¡n rEtUrn bE a blEss¡ng t0 0thErs. Have a blessed day everyone.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2794583716711290599.post-79651611890232677902010-07-18T18:56:00.001+08:002010-08-02T03:34:27.814+08:00My Quotes"Find solace within yourself not from anyone else, listen deeply to your innermost voice, if u want to cry don't stop yourself. No strong man can withstand all this trials without being weak, we can only comprehend courage & strength by going through vulnerability & fears. Hold on steadfastly from deep within, today you can be weak and accept the things you can't comprehend but tomorrow is another day, a day to restart and stand again. "<br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/246/4F9DAA09295193825507ADE9CDE26C2E.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>Iam veRONIquehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15091107465304655901noreply@blogger.com0